Yes, I've been gone for a long time. I've had nothing to write here, and have thought about shutting the blog down completely. I've heard nothing from the lawyer, no resolution to the strip club problem. I'm still unemployed. My parents are helping me out still, but they can't afford to do it any longer. I'm waiting for an answer on a job interview I had week before last, but there were 26 applicants for the job, so I'm not holding my breath. Today I finished the first draft of a novel I started on September First. Maybe in a couple of years, I'll get a little money out of it. But I'm not holding my breath for that either.
Tomorrow is the second anniversary of the day Mrs. Jonny and I had The Talk. Two years since I found out my marriage was doomed. In the two years since, my life has spiraled steadily down. I'm living by myself in a tiny old house that's falling apart. I have no job, no insurance. I'm falling behind on all my payments. I haven't had sex in a year.
And Mrs. Jonny, meanwhile, seems happier than ever. Successful at work, no debts, plenty of money in the bank.
Weird thing is, we're still married. She still hasn't taken that last step.
I wonder if she ever will.Labels: divorce, separation |